The relationships that I
established in the Dominican Republic have changed my
life. Within hours I began to speak to those around me about the importance of
drinking lots of water and eating balanced, healthy meals. However, as I
educated others about this, I felt that I was failing since I did not notice a
change in what they were consuming. Soon I learned that my healthy eating
lifestyle was something that I wanted to teach all those around me but I had to
lead by example. This is a picture of the room in which we ate lunch every day at the Christian Community Center in Santo Domingo.
I noticed that the more that I drank water and
ate fruits and vegetables, the more others began to follow my example. As the
author of the Hole in the Gospel put it, "God utilizes our mistakes and
our victories to shine a light on the path, so that others might follow" (Hole
in our Gospel, 75). I learned to walk away from my mistakes not feeling as a
failure, but rather with a sense of gratitude. Gratitude because little by
little others were making healthier food choices.
As I was in the Dominican Republic, God began to challenge me to give back to others in new ways. I remember crying to my fiancé Joel over a poor phone connection and all I spoke about was how hard it was to surrender to God. The author of the Hole in Our Gospel speaks about this very well. He says that, “Jesus understood that not everyone who called Him “Lord” would truly surrender their lives in sacrificial service, and He reserved some of His strongest words for those who professed to be His followers but whose lives showed no evidence of their faith” (Hole in Our Gospel, P.85).
Christ's love for others can be shown to
them in how we communicate with them. It can be shown in the patient and loving
manner that we speak to someone, or even shown through our interest and desire
in learning to speak their language. Although I understand Spanish and English,
somehow at first I was not effectively communicating with Dominicans in
Spanish. I was not speaking at a rate
fast enough that they were accustomed to, or had the slur to my speech that
told them I was speaking about something important. The author of the Hole in
our Gospel also agrees that we can love others with our actions. This is a picture of my lawyer, Dominican friend translating for Ronnie with our American Chi Alpha team.
Lack of resources is what
leaves a nation "landlocked". At least this is what the author of the
Bottom Billion believes and it is what I saw with my own eyes in the country of
the Dominican Republic recently. The
author states that, " All the people living in the countries of the bottom
billion have been in one or another of the traps described... 30 percent
landlocked, resource-scarce, and in a bad neighborhood and 76 percent have been
though a prolonged period of bad governance of poor economic policies"
(Bottom Billion, 79). This is a picture of the hospital that I visited with my Dominican friend.
The Dominican Republic is
now considered a third- world country by a few sources. Its lack of resources
is displayed vividly in its healthcare and government facilities. I had the opportunity to work alongside a medical
intern and witness these conditions. The hospitals lacked running water,
trained blood-work personnel and little if any privacy for women going into
labor. I was asked to request a wheelchair from another doctor in order to
wheel out a woman ready to deliver, however that doctor's response struck me.
He did not want to give the wheelchair over, and it was then that I saw the
level of resource scarcity. Not only did I walk away with a heavy heart, but I
also looked forward to returning to the healthcare available to me in the
United States.
As I was in the Dominican Republic, God began to challenge me to give back to others in new ways. I remember crying to my fiancé Joel over a poor phone connection and all I spoke about was how hard it was to surrender to God. The author of the Hole in Our Gospel speaks about this very well. He says that, “Jesus understood that not everyone who called Him “Lord” would truly surrender their lives in sacrificial service, and He reserved some of His strongest words for those who professed to be His followers but whose lives showed no evidence of their faith” (Hole in Our Gospel, P.85).
This is a picture right outside the University of Santo Domingo where we reached out to university students.
With
time I began to feel more confident to speak my Mexican Spanish with
Dominicans. I was losing my fear and embarrassment. Often students who met me
for the first time knew that I was Mexican due to my Spanish "accent"
as they so called it. I believed that that was a sign of my weakness and I did
not think that I would be able to ever communicate with them on a personal
level. However, the Lord told me to trust Him with faith and within days things
began to change. I taught Dominican Students about the Gospel, how to sing
Christian songs in english, and they also taught me about their culture.
The author of the Hole in
Our Gospel says that, "When we demonstrate love to others the author says
that, “we make credible the message of a Savior who transforms men and women for
eternity (The Hole in our Gospel, P. 69)".
So not only must we tell others that we love them, but it must be backed
up with actions too. I never thought that speaking Spanish could be so
difficult until I first translated from English to Spanish for more than 3
hours at our first training of Chi Alpha.
As I made an effort to learn from Dominicans, they began to feel that I
loved them enough to care to hear their suggestions.
The Gospel should always
challenge us. It should challenge us mentally, but most importantly; challenge
us to leave our selfishness to put others before ourselves. The author of the Hole in our Gospel expands
on this topic in a great way. He says that he has wrestled and continues to
wrestle with all of the issues of the gospel of Jesus Christ” (P. 73). The gospel is not a book packed with
complicated issues, rathe, we start to see how much we really care about
ourselves perhaps sometimes more than others.
While on a hospital visit, I
noticed a room that was undergoing construction. It was being remodeled, but in
my opinion it did not look that different from other rooms throughout the
entire building. The walls were made out of cement and floors were so cracked
that all that seemed to be left was dirt. I was shocked to see the young boys
doing the tearing down of the walls. They had no masks or protective gear to
cover their eyes from dust getting into their eyes, or gloves to avoid cuts or
scrapes. I closed my eyes and prayed for
their safety, but what I was really thinking was, "God, does anyone even
care for these guys?" Jesus desires that His followers put others first,
and instead of others putting those guys first, it seemed to be that they were
putting the needs of the hospital first.
My cross-cultural experience taught me to be thankful for
the blessings that I often took for granted. These blessings include having
clinic/ hospital that has indoor waiting areas with air conditioning in the
summer, and also running water that is clean right from my own sink. I woke up
around 6 am one morning to prepare for a long day at a nearby hospital. Little
did I know that I would be going to the state's highest ranked hospital. As I
was there I happened to notice a group of young kids playing happily in a park.
Their parents were sitting in an outdoor waiting room in order to see a
pediatric doctor.
Instantly I thought back to the amount of money and aid
that perhaps had been given to the hospital. I wondered if those resources had
been misused or perhaps only led to more problems. I agree with the author of
Toxic Charity who said that, “the
outpouring of more aid, though necessary to preserve life in a time of
disaster, is ultimately worsening the underlying problem” (Toxic Charity,
P.36). Much like the hospital that I had been to
previously, this one lacked running water, but the main thing I noticed was the
lack of walls and air conditioning for a waiting area that seated at least 200
people at one time in scorching hot weather.
While on this cross -cultural
trip I learned that when training leaders from a different country and culture,
it is very important to remain humble. I began to change my tone of voice and
approach to how I taught others so that I could succeed in this. Very often,
the youth pastors from the Dominican Republic spoke to us about their
strategies with attracting young students as well as discipling them. However,
our Chi Alpha team made an effort to listen to them before they simply
disregarded the input and stories from the Dominican leaders. The picture in this entry portrays a very nice and wealthy looking mall in Santo Domingo. The capital of the Dominican Republic.
I like the quote by the
author of the Bottom Billion. He says, "With a bit of imagination you
can think of education as a form of wealth: in one of the ugliest phrases in
economics, educated people are 'human capital', so labeled because their skills
are valuable (Bottom Billion, 93)." In other words, our Chi Alpha team was
educating Dominican church leaders on the importance of discipling other young
Christians. The leaders then taking that knowledge and passing it down to
others can be viewed as "wealth".
This form of wealth will benefit the Dominican Republic even after we
are back in the United States. We will have taught them what they need in order
to make disciples on their own and be able to succeed on their own.
This cross-cultural
experience taught me that during times of service in other parts of the world,
its important to acknowledge the people already making a good change there. I
learned that in the Dominican Republic because myself and other leaders with
the missionaries from the U.S. faced a lack of support. Instantly I was taken
to the quote in the Bottom Billion that says what need to do during times of no
support is to " get serious about supporting the heroes in the struggle
that is already being waged within the societies of the bottom billion"
(Bottom Billion, 86). This is a picture of my new friends who helped me and my group to evangelize to other Dominican's.
There was little support for
our Chi Alpha mission at the first university that we stopped by. The security
officers of the campus asked us to take down our "wall" presentation
and so we had to obey and did as told.
The activity we were doing called the "wall" was in order to
promote conversation about salvation with nonbelieving university students. As
soon as our opportunity to teach others was shut down, we instantly reflected
on how we could do our outreach activities better.
Fasting prior to my cross-cultural
experience was one of the best decisions that I made in preparation for the
Dominican Republic. I learned to listen more to the voice of God in the midst
of cultural barriers such as having to learn to eat new foods and learning to
speak to them about the Gospel in a different way. As I was in the Dominican I
was not able to fast or abstain from food because I needed the energy to walk
around the city. However, I kept thinking back to the main idea that the author
of Celebration of Discipline used in regards to fasting. This picture is a new friend that I made from Higuey. She took our group to mango, banana and tangerine trees!
Foster in Celebration of
Discipline said that fasting is treated "as if there is an almost
unconscious assumption that giving, praying, and fasting are all part of
Christian devotion. We have no more reason to exclude fasting from the teaching
than we do giving or praying"(Celebration of Discipline, 52). Those who
have abstained from food in order to read the Bible and pray know that God
rewards their obedience in the end. I witnessed God give me more boldness and
authority as I spoke to nonbelievers on the streets and led many to Christ as a
reward to my obedience.
Maintaining a healthy relationship with the Lord is
necessary in order to relate to other human beings. I learned this in the
Dominican Republic because many of the new Christians wanted me to teach them
to pray to God although they already knew how. The author of the Celebration of
Discipline spends a long time talking about the importance of praying with fervor
and consistency. He says that, "Human beings seem to have a
perpetual tendency to have somebody else talk to God for them"
(Celebration of Discipline, 24).
I often
felt that the new Christian Dominican students we were training felt
embarrassed to pray in public. One evening our Chi Alpha group along with
several Dominican students was invited to sing at a nearby park. We sang a song
of God's great power and love through His Son Jesus Christ to people who both
believed in God and did not believe. After we sang, I took note of one very
important thing. I had to pray in boldness and confidence in front of people,
especially if I was encouraging them to do the same. I had to learn to lead by
example.